What A World Lays Beyond Us! -Poem

I want to be TOO beautiful.
I want to regain the Goddess status.
I want to hold my head high.
I want it all I want it all and God I don't need any of it.
I want to hypnotize.
I don't care to rationalize.
I want clarity. I want it now.
I want to dance and slow down time.
i want to be part of the natural rythm.
i AM the natural rythm of things.

MUSIC IS THE HEART OF ALL THINGS. WE WANT TO BE LIKE A GOD AND SOAK OF UP THE SUN. BUT WE LOST CONTROL OF IT.
oh that spinning in the solar system, i don't want to be the center unless all of those celestial poi-balls are connected by flaming chains to my fingers and i will dance dance DANCE until I am the motion that they are and they are the motion that I am.

oh nothing is seperate.
but I am Goddess. and you are Goddess.

i don't want to be afraid of this power any more.
it rouges my skin and hides in a sultry sway of my hip. OH GOD what worship can there be to free me from such fears?
I don't try.
not at all. its simply who i am.
what right of passage have I endured? -to be this.
aye, gods! I am your servant! oh the deadliest and most reverent power.
one ancient saint has called women 'the door to hell' but he didn't look to Divine Mother for aid in such loss of his own will.
ah... and he did not know my kind.
how easy! I realize, to bring them together. WHAT POWER THEY'D HAVE IN EACHOTHER! (elliot, annabelle, raul, dhyan, eddie, anil, kunal, marya, ...)
oh beauty... it is this majestic thing with eyes seeing everything, and loving it all.
like reclaiming a crown.

i saw it all.
i saw the palace in the sky, the sunlight illuminating.
i saw the ladders climbing up. this is the Dynasty of Illumination. and i want us all to be the royal court. ah... and all to be the queens and kings of self-realization.

Pleidians claim that only half the population of humans are actually unmixed, untainted breeds.
but that leaves more than half that are already in the midst of transformation.
do you understand, at all?
what secrets lie within our blood!
the city of angels, bustling with filth covered saints!
we are here, the most unusual place... the perfect hiding; within your very selves.


hahah! what a world lays beyond us!